1. Mental Ejaculations.

 

Disclaimer: These are some brutally honest thoughts dwelling in the mind. This is neither to advocate any way or life or religion or spirituality nor against anything or anyone. It’s just the resonance of mind and that too in the current moment. It is all subject to change / upgrade / downgrade / whatever…

In the current phase, Life is flowing well with no concerns. Health is excellent. Money is not a challenge. Loads of loved ones around. Frequent travels to desired destinations. Total Freedom with no one to dictate anything. Work is also balanced with a good incoming money. Fulfilment of desires is happening without much of effort and hardly any (zero) struggle.

No specific desires. Only that the stuff mentioned above should be maintained well.  

Although I say, I am flowing with the flow, the flow is flowing per my desires.

Amid this, a series of enquires pop up and the mind does reply more or less instantly –

·       How long this gonna last?

Maybe until I die!

·       What if obstructions surface?

There might be struggle, trouble and pain but will be resolved, sooner or later. Make the most of it while it is rosy!

·       Why is this all not permanent?

It is not in my hands so enjoy while it lasts

·       What after death?

Well, I don’t remember what before birth so why should I care on what after death!

·       So, does it mean live life as it comes – Eat, Drink, Merry?

Yes

·       Don’t wanna prove existence to anyone?

Not really. Stay harmless, stay happy. Happiness is the best outcome

·       Don’t wanna create something significant as a contribution towards the society / nation / race?

Nothing as such on the head now; am happy being a consumer of what this world has to offer

·       Yet, don’t you think you should be contributing for what you are consuming?

I think I am contributing by being a part of the ecosystem. I am earning for what I contribute at work. For the products I consume (not me alone but the whole system and I am a part of that system), I contribute towards the product and service providers so in that way we all are cumulatively supporting the society by the means of creating and consuming.

·       What about the disparity around? Why someone is born into a rich family and some into a poor one? Why someone is born with some kind of permanent inabilities with regards to 1 or more organs and why someone is born extremely healthy? Similarly why do some outcomes happen in life differently despite similar efforts and situations during the inputs and the process?

I think a simple one word answer is “Destiny”

··    What is the source of this Destiny?

Probably the result of some of my deeds in the past

·       What could be the past before “birth”?

Umm, ya there can be previous birth and some transactions that are not squared during that might need to be settled here

So, similarly whatever is not squared in this birth, can go into the next one?

Yes 

·       Well, so do you have to do all the planning for this life only?

Well, how can I plan for the next life! It is all unknown for me 

·       Can I not ensure that my deeds here are such that my next life can be better?

Yes, but I think I am doing pretty good deeds. As mentioned, I am not harming any human being. I do not have any malicious intentions for others 

·       Is that enough?

Well, what more can I do!! 

·     So this will keep on going from one birth to the another. 

     Do you not want the cycle to be stopped? 

     Well, I don’t think that is going to happen

What makes you think so?

So, since I am here today and if there is a chain from the past, like we mentioned the birth before this one and the one before this one, going to infinite past, there can an infinite future also. Hence, it is better to focus on what I have today, how can I make the most of today and in between, as I find a scope, work for a better tomorrow and leave everything on the nature 

Besides, I do come across a lot of scriptures, text and holy books that talk about self-realization, omni-science and liberation. I am not saying that any of these cannot be achieved. There must be a way to do so, but for that I need to transcend and explore….

Might be continued…or tarnished... or transcended... or upgraded... or downgraded... !! Who knows!! All I can say is I do not take any responsibility if someone wants to take this piece and drive their respective life...